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  “I don’t …” the man started.

  “Come on, come on here,” George said, pulling out his own gun and shoving it into the back of the man with the Russian fur hat. George wanted that hat. But more than the hat he wanted to be out of there.

  “David,” the woman said, “do it. Give them your wallet.”

  “Not out here,” Raymond hissed, looking back over his shoulder. “Get through the gate, man.”

  With George following close behind, the woman pulled at the arm of the man with the hat, and they edged through the gate.

  Frozen grass crunched under George’s feet as he pushed the man and woman toward the shadows of Dr. Ranpur’s house.

  “I’ll give it to you,” said David. “Let’s not panic here.”

  “No one is panicking, man,” said Raymond, looking toward the house and then the street. “Just don’t give trouble.”

  “Come on, come on,” George said, reaching up to remove his hat and shoving it in his pocket before yanking the man’s hat from his head and putting it on his own. The hat was just a little too small and gave him an instant headache. But it was warm.

  Without a hat the white man in front of him looked younger than George had thought him, even though the man’s hair was getting thin. He reminded George of some actor.

  “Take what you want,” David said, holding one hand protectively in front of Carol and reaching into the pocket under his jacket with the other. “Just don’t touch her. She’s going to …”

  “Touch …? What you think we are?” asked George indignantly. “You think we gonna rape your woman out here like on an iceberg? What you think we are?”

  Raymond took the wallet from David and shoved it into the frayed pocket of his blue ski jacket.

  “Shut up,” he said.

  Carol let out a small sound like an island dove and her bareheaded husband took her in his arms.

  “David,” she said softly. “Please …”

  “Don’t you be saying that in front of these people,” said George, facing Raymond. “Don’t you be putting me down like you some kind of boss man.”

  “Fur,” said Raymond, pointing his gun at the woman.

  “She’ll …” David began.

  “Then you just give her your Eddie Bauer,” said Raymond. “Better yet: I give her my Eddie Bauer and take yours.”

  Carol was whimpering now as she pulled away from David and began to take off the fur.

  “No,” said David.

  George stepped forward, pushed David back, and pulled the fur coat to his chest the instant Carol had taken it off. Soft, cool fur brushed gently against his cheek.

  “We got no time for this,” said Raymond.

  David took a step toward his wife, lost his footing, and crashed into the front steps of the office-home of J.W.R. Ranpur. His knee hit wood with a chill thump and crack.

  Carol screamed. Without her fur, she looked pitiful, not cold, in a blue-and-white dress that hung on her like one of George’s mother’s shifts.

  “Shit,” said George. “She gonna have a baby.”

  And then, as David pulled himself up from the steps, George heard the snap of a hammer against rock. Carol screamed again as David staggered back and sat spread-legged on the stairs.

  Cars rushed by. Lake waves battered the shore behind the house. George thought he heard the clang-boom of the rusting green Dumpster and then the sound of hammer and rock again. The man called David was sprawled on the steps now, his Eddie Bauer stained with black splotches, and George understood. Raymond had shot the man.

  George felt a rush of warm imagined air from the beach of his childhood and the pain of the hat’s tightness on his head. His eyes met Raymond’s, and George was afraid of what he saw.

  “Let’s go,” said Raymond. “George, you hear, let’s go.”

  George didn’t move. He turned to the woman, whose eyes were wide with terror. Her mouth was open and she couldn’t catch her breath. The way she looked at him. Oh, the way she looked. She would haunt him. He knew that. She would haunt them both.

  Raymond pulled at the big man’s sleeve.

  “Let’s go,” he commanded.

  George looked at the man sprawled on the steps and then at the crying woman in the blue dress, her head moving from side to side with fear in the winter chill. He could not live with that look.

  George was not fully aware of what he did next. His body, his arms, his hands did what they were commanded, but the orders came from something slithering beneath his skin in the blood red caverns of his skull.

  George fired at the accusing woman. His gun was bigger than Raymond’s, much bigger. He fired only once, but it sat the woman down, open-mouthed, surprised. She looked up, not at George who had shot her, but at Raymond, who turned suddenly on George, his gun leveled at the bigger man’s chest.

  “You crazy bastard,” Raymond screamed. “The baby.” The two men stood over the bodies in the chill of Dr. Ranpur’s ice-covered yard, their weapons raised at each other’s chest for heartbeats upon heartbeats. And then Raymond pocketed his gun, looked at the woman, and took a step toward her, gun leveled in her direction. He let out a small, tortured cry as her bloody hands reached toward him and she spoke. Raymond turned and leaped over the black iron gate, almost losing his glasses. George didn’t want to look back, but he couldn’t stop himself. A light went on in the house, a light that seemed to drench the front yard. And George saw clearly what they had done. The man called David, looking bewildered, wisps of yellow-white hair quivering in the night wind, sat there, dead. The woman just sat looking up at him in her blue-and-white dress.

  Perhaps she screamed or spoke, but George could hear nothing but the senseless steel-drum sound of the winter night. Hugging the fur to his face, he pushed open the gate and ran after Raymond, who was a gray running ghost far ahead of him in the mist.

  Six Minutes Past One A.M.

  ABRAHAM LIEBERMAN PLACED HIS sandwich—radish, sliced chicken, and cholesterol-free, fat-free Kraft salad dressing on white bread—carefully on the folded paper towel on his knees. This had been his favorite comfort sandwich as a kid on the West Side. Now, at best, it captured only a hint of the satisfaction at that first bite.

  The only light in the living room came from the hall just outside Abe and Bess’s bedroom. Bess, when she caught him, insisted that Abe turn on a light in the living room when he was watching television.

  It did Lieberman little good to point out to his wife that one of the few working parts of his frail sixty-two-year-old anatomy that seemed to be working at a reasonable level, well above rapid deterioration, were his eyes. Granted, Abe wore glasses, but only to read. Besides, there was something comforting about watching television in the dark with a white-bread sandwich on his lap, just as he had done back when he came home from night school and watched Rocky King, Detective, with Roscoe Karnes, who used to make up his own lines, or Jim Moran’s Courtesy Motors variety show in his parents’ living room in the apartment on Troy Street.

  Abe balanced the sandwich in his hand as he rose and padded quietly to the television, turned it on with the volume low, and found the American Movie Channel. His thin, underweight, bloodhound face smiled in the white glow of Mildred Pierce. It was the scene in which Joan Crawford bakes a cake for an ungrateful Ann Blyth.

  Abe’s blue cotton robe billowed against his narrow body as he went barefoot to the armchair and sat back down again. Abe Lieberman standing, or in any position of repose, was not an impressive figure. Slightly shy of 145 pounds and slowly shrinking from five seven, his sad and baggy eyes, little white mustache, and curly gray hair made him look a good five years older than he was.

  Early-early-morning television viewing was one of Abe’s responses to chronic insomnia. New York Times crossword puzzle books done in the bathtub were another, and finally, so were novels. He had already done a crossword, as always in ink, making two or three mistakes and growing impatient before he could finish. He had read a chapter from a nove
l by Joyce Carol Oates, Bess’s favorite author. Sleep, or the hint of it, had not come, so Abe had made himself the sandwich, poured himself a large glass of decaffeinated iced coffee from the thermos in the refrigerator, and headed for the living room, hoping that a Joan Crawford movie or anything with John Garfield would be on.

  Prayers were sometimes answered.

  Things had gotten better for Abe in the last month since it had become clear that his daughter, Lisa, and his grandchildren, Barry and Melisa, were not extended weekend guests but semipermanent inhabitants of the house on Birchwood Avenue. The realization had resulted in Lisa’s old room upstairs being reshuffled with beds for Barry and Melisa, and the small guest room across from it, which had been used by Bess and Abe for storage, being converted into a bedroom for Lisa.

  This acceptance of long-term occupation had liberated the living room, where Barry and Melisa had camped for more than a month while Lisa and her husband, Todd, did battle over life, love, commitment, responsibility, freedom, and custody of the 1989 Chevy, the house in Evanston, several hundred books that neither of them really cared about, and the crucial question of who would pay the outstanding bills for Barry’s braces.

  Lisa and Todd each lived under the illusion that Abe was on their side. The illusion was fostered by the fact that he was a good listener. No, he was a great listener. He had been a cop for more than thirty-five years and had learned two lessons: First, no one wants advice; second, if you shut up and listen, eventually anyone will confess to something. He had also learned that it was pointless to try to pass these valuable truths on to others.

  Son-in-law Todd Cresswell—a goyisha name that made Abe sigh whenever he realized that his grandchildren would bear it and his grandson would pass it on—had told Abe of Cassandra. He had told Abe more than once of Cassandra, for Todd was an associate professor of classics at Northwestern and given to frequent quotations from dead Greeks. Abe now had, as birthday and Hanukkah gifts over the years from Todd, the complete Ancient Greek tragedies. On sleepless nights when he felt that nothing could be worse, he read of people whose lives were infinitely worse.

  But Cassandra was Abe’s favorite. Cassandra, like Abe, was given the gift of prophecy and the curse of never being believed.

  Zachary Scott was being unctuous on the nineteen-inch screen across the room. He showed teeth. He wore a smoking jacket. He smoked too much. Anyone in his right mind would know better than to trust Zachary Scott, but even if he had been in the room with them Abe would have known better than to tell that to Joan Crawford.

  Abe curled his toes into the carpet and considered turning up the heat as he took another bite of his sandwich, knowing that telltale crumbs would give him away in the morning. Outside, the wind wailed down the corridor of small 1950s houses and Abe tried not to think about whether it was snowing again and whether he would be able to start his car. Lisa’s car was in the garage, protected, so she could be certain of transportation for Barry and Melisa and herself. Abe’s car was parked on the street, huddled angry and sullen, probably deciding whether or not it would start after being sufficiently pampered or coaxed.

  That could wait until morning. For now there was a radish-and-chicken sandwich and Ann Blyth already acting like a spoiled kid who bore, Abe suddenly realized, an uncanny and uncomfortable resemblance to his own daughter, who was sleeping almost directly over his head.

  “Who’s that?”

  The voice came from the bottom of the stairs next to the kitchen.

  “Jack Carson,” Lieberman said, looking at his grandson, who blinked and scratched his groin.

  “I gotta pee,” said Barry.

  “Sounds reasonable,” said Abe.

  “Bad.”

  “You got evil pee? Waste no more time. Exorcise the cursed body fluid.”

  “You sound like my dad,” said Barry.

  “Use my bathroom. Be my guest.”

  Barry staggered into the bathroom and closed the door.

  Above the clanging of dishes in Mildred Pierce’s restaurant, Abe could hear a faint tinkle from the bathroom followed by the flushing of the toilet and the running of the faucet in the sink.

  He took another bite from the sandwich and turned his attention to the screen as the bathroom door opened. The toilet was still filling with water. Abe would probably have to get up, take the porcelain top off the tank, and jiggle the rubber ball until it decided to fall into place and cover the hole.

  “What are you watching?” Barry whispered, taking a step toward his grandfather.

  “Mildred Pierce,” said Abe. “You want some sandwich?”

  “What kind?” asked Barry, advancing toward his grandfather’s chair, his eyes on the television set.

  Barry’s two-piece pajamas, about a size too large, were white and covered with Chicago Cubs logos. His braces glittered in the pale light from the television screen.

  “Chicken and radish,” said Lieberman as Barry sat on the sofa.

  “Guess so,” said the boy with a shrug.

  “I’m not torturing you into a commitment here,” said Abe.

  “I’ll have some if it’s cut off the part where you ate.”

  “Here’s a half, clean. Unmarred by your grandfather’s tainted teeth.”

  Barry took the half-sandwich solemnly, examined it, turned it over, and took a small bite.

  He looked like his father. No doubt. He didn’t look like a Lieberman. And he didn’t look like Bess’s family, the Zelakovskys, which wouldn’t have been so bad. No, Barry looked like a Cresswell.

  “How old are you?” asked Lieberman.

  “Grandpa,” Barry said with a sigh and a mouthful of sandwich. “You know.”

  “Twelve,” said Lieberman. “I know. It’s a rhetorical question. An opener.”

  “Like you ask a stoolie?” asked Barry.

  “Belcher,” Lieberman corrected. “You’ve been watching Little Caesar too many times.”

  Barry nodded and took another bite of his sandwich. Lieberman watched the movie, trying to remember the name of the actor talking to Joan Crawford.

  “Grandpa?”

  “Yeah.”

  “You think my father is an asshole?”

  Lieberman looked at his grandson, considered the question, and scratched his chin. He was quite clean shaven. He had taken care of that in his bath less than half an hour earlier.

  “No,” said Lieberman. “Who said he was?”

  Barry shrugged.

  “You heard your mother tell someone on the phone.”

  Barry nodded.

  “Your father is not an asshole. Nor is your mother. They are both stubborn, confused, directionless, and self-destructive. That is the human condition. Watch this part here. Joan Crawford’s eyes. The way they go up.”

  “Which one is Joan Crawford?” asked Barry, whose half-sandwich was almost gone.

  “The one with the hair piled up,” said Lieberman.

  Barry nodded seriously, finishing his sandwich with a final bite.

  “Can I ask you a question?”

  “Ask me a question,” said Lieberman, turning his head toward his grandson.

  “You ever really shoot anybody? I mean, I know you tell me and Melisa you shot hundreds of bad guys, but really.”

  “Yes,” said Lieberman.

  “Really?”

  “Really, yes.”

  “How many?”

  “Three, an average of one every eleven years,” said Lieberman.

  “Did any of them die?”

  “One.”

  “Should I shut up?” Barry said.

  “Maybe for a few years,” said Lieberman.

  “My friend Alex, the one who came over last week …”

  “I remember. Looks like a parrot.”

  “He doesn’t believe you’re a policeman. He says you don’t look like a policeman.”

  “Alex the Parrot is right.”

  “But you are a policeman.”

  “I don’t look like one.” />
  “You’re an anomaly,” said Barry seriously, with his father’s face.

  “Let’s say I am in a perpetual disguise.”

  “You like my father?”

  “I like your father.”

  “My mother?”

  “I love your mother.”

  Barry got up and ambled across the room in front of the television.

  “I’m sorry. I can’t talk anymore. I’ve got to get some sleep and get up for school.”

  “I’m not offended,” said Lieberman.

  “You look sad, Grandpa.”

  “I always look sad. The family curse. I look a little better in the late spring when the Cubs come back from Arizona.”

  “Good night. Coffee’s no good for you.”

  “Good night, Barry. This isn’t real coffee.”

  Lieberman listened to the sound of his grandson’s feet going up the creaking stairs, heard the bedroom door open and close, and followed the faint sound of the boy as he crossed the bedroom and bounced into bed.

  Lieberman knew the phone would ring soon. It was not a sudden feeling, just a sense within him. He was rising when the first ring came. In spite of his stiff, arthritic knees he was across the room as the ring was dying. He entered the kitchen and reached for the phone as it began its second ring, which he cut off before it could reach through the doors and wake Bess.

  “Hello,” he said.

  “Rabbi,” came Bill Hanrahan’s voice.

  Lieberman imagined the handsome, flat, pink-cheeked Irish face of his burly partner, imagined it reflecting the strange sadness he heard in the wavering tenor. Hanrahan had been more than reasonably sober for more than four months, but there was something of the grape or mash in his voice tonight.

  “You all right, Father Murphy?”

  “Abraham, it’s a homicide.”

  Lieberman waited.

  “Abe, it’s your nephew, Davey.”

  The sound stayed inside Lieberman, but he felt it explode in his stomach and order him to vomit. He fought it back.

  “You there, Abe?”

  “I’m here, Bill. What happened?”

  “There’s more, Abe—his wife. She was shot too. She’s alive, emergency room, Edgewater Hospital.”